I think a zen state feels different than just not caring, but they're disturbingly similar

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I'm really tired.

But, a few things have made me feel better. They are:
Tofu with Rice,
a hot shower,
and a $30 footswitch.

I'm not really sure how I thought I could get along without that last thing.

I've decided to quit worrying so much about the set, sink into my zurround roots, have my own little sensor re:engine and know that everything will be fine.

I threw out most of my planned set, but I think I've thrown away the jolly rancher along with it.

(Only my velouria can truly understand quite what that means.)

I hope I'm right.

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[alisgray.livejournal.com]

yay!