sunday sadness.

Had another morning where I woke up better from S4's alarm than he did, even though I wish I could have just slept until my body wanted to wake up.

I woke up feeling really sad, thinking about really sad things.

Bleh.

I feel kinda trapped in my house today.
I hope the title is cleared up on the car we want to buy soon, so we can buy it and I can stop feeling this way every Sunday when S4 goes to work. Being a 1 car household was a little easier in Uptown than it is in downtown St. Paul.
I don't even know where I'd go, exactly, but I wish I had a way to get there. I might go to the bookstore or the coffeeshop, if I could. I'd be able to go buy the cables I need to work on more music.
I think it's just the mental thing. Like Neil Gaiman talking about Tivo. He still never watches any television, but having that device makes him feel better about not missing anything. If we had our new car I still might not go anywhere, but damnit- I could.

I could walk to the Black Dog, but I go there all the time and it would feel like going to work.

I wish it was motorcycle weather, already.

At least there is food in the house, now. That makes the sadness less bad. Maybe I will cook.

We've watched all the ALIAS. No more spy-fi, 'til season 4.

I wanted to hang out with my Rachel yesterday, but it didn't work out. And I wanted to hang out today instead, but she has to workworkwork.

I miss my star5, too, and will have to go to Yoga all by myself tomorrow.

But I'm looking forward to RollerDerby!

Yay for RollerDerby!