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I'm not feelin' it today.
Music studio time was unproductive and frustrating yesterday; I feel like I hit a wall.
I don't know what I want to do for my birthday and people are starting to ask. I know that turning 30 doesn't have to be a big deal, but it's sort of weirding me out anyway.
I've been kind of strangely into cleaning the house. I like having a clean house and everything, but it's kind of taking over my brain and feeling a little freaky. I should channel it to cleaning out the loft, maybe, as the loft is kind of a frightening unorganized repository of everything we don't know what else to do with. This is what happens when you live in one big room with no closets. We call it "the garage", because it houses everything that people with normal houses would put in a garage, like our camping crap and stuff for the car and the bicycles and seasonal stuff and weird storage. The box with all the mittens and hats and scarves and gloves is up there, but it's completely inaccessible. I'd really like it, now that we've been getting, you know, blizzards and temperatures down near zero and stuff. Also, my PA/speakers used to fit up there, but don't anymore, and I'd kind of like them out of my studio sometime in the next 6 months...
Had the last yoga class last night. I was hoping that I could keep going over the derby break so I don't totally turn into a lump, but the way the sessions line up, both the Y and derby are on break at the same time. Maybe this is a sign for me to chill out for a few weeks.
We've hit the "see how long we can make semi-interesting meals out of what's left in the cabinets" stage of not going to the grocery store. Perhaps I'd feel better if I ate vegetables, or had something to drink that's not water or coffee.
Music studio time was unproductive and frustrating yesterday; I feel like I hit a wall.
I don't know what I want to do for my birthday and people are starting to ask. I know that turning 30 doesn't have to be a big deal, but it's sort of weirding me out anyway.
I've been kind of strangely into cleaning the house. I like having a clean house and everything, but it's kind of taking over my brain and feeling a little freaky. I should channel it to cleaning out the loft, maybe, as the loft is kind of a frightening unorganized repository of everything we don't know what else to do with. This is what happens when you live in one big room with no closets. We call it "the garage", because it houses everything that people with normal houses would put in a garage, like our camping crap and stuff for the car and the bicycles and seasonal stuff and weird storage. The box with all the mittens and hats and scarves and gloves is up there, but it's completely inaccessible. I'd really like it, now that we've been getting, you know, blizzards and temperatures down near zero and stuff. Also, my PA/speakers used to fit up there, but don't anymore, and I'd kind of like them out of my studio sometime in the next 6 months...
Had the last yoga class last night. I was hoping that I could keep going over the derby break so I don't totally turn into a lump, but the way the sessions line up, both the Y and derby are on break at the same time. Maybe this is a sign for me to chill out for a few weeks.
We've hit the "see how long we can make semi-interesting meals out of what's left in the cabinets" stage of not going to the grocery store. Perhaps I'd feel better if I ate vegetables, or had something to drink that's not water or coffee.
