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After weeks of silent appreciation of unprompted soy milk in my coffee (well, silent except for my change in the jar), the cutiepie barista and I also exchanged names. Hers is Cole! (Hey, I know one of those!) I didn't ask her if it was short for anything.
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Why do I feel so worn out?
I had one of those almost-cry-for-no-good-reason moments last night. I'm not even premenstrual or anything, I'm almost all caught up at work; I'm not sure what my deal is. Maybe a hard yoga session for the first time in a month is bringing things out. Maybe decompression is catching up. Maybe all derby and no music *is* stressing me out that much.
And I do still miss the way life with my friends used to be, though I tend to try not to think about it if I can help it because looking back just makes me sad.
Yeah. I have to make some music. Goddamnit.
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S4 and I will have lunch together today. That will be nice. I'd like us to take a weekend trip somewhere sometime. That would be nice, too.
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Why do I feel so worn out?
I had one of those almost-cry-for-no-good-reason moments last night. I'm not even premenstrual or anything, I'm almost all caught up at work; I'm not sure what my deal is. Maybe a hard yoga session for the first time in a month is bringing things out. Maybe decompression is catching up. Maybe all derby and no music *is* stressing me out that much.
And I do still miss the way life with my friends used to be, though I tend to try not to think about it if I can help it because looking back just makes me sad.
Yeah. I have to make some music. Goddamnit.
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S4 and I will have lunch together today. That will be nice. I'd like us to take a weekend trip somewhere sometime. That would be nice, too.
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music making is important. i know that in my times of darkness (and by times of darkness i dont mean gothitude) that producing music with my band was one of the main things that kept me going. if you can, see if you can take time back from derby and make it your music time.
other than that, kick some ass on skates!