frustrations

I feel bogged down and frustrated.
The war and its inherent injustice and the way this administration and economy are effecting me and people I love takes its toll everyday.

Today, attempting to get some very, very needed Time Alone, but trying to create feels forced and frustrating. My sampler still doesn't want to work, and I feel depressed and feel as though I make too many excuses as to why I don't have any new music. At least a busy college schedule seems more valid.

Even Better.

Now my sampler appears to be completely dead instead of just partially annoyed.

Great.

And the blue screen of death on my computer.

And my mom's subtle inferences that my grandpa's getting sicker.

Today's going great.