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Sep. 27th, 2005 09:44 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
spacebugAfter weeks of silent appreciation of unprompted soy milk in my coffee (well, silent except for my change in the jar), the cutiepie barista and I also exchanged names. Hers is Cole! (Hey, I know one of those!) I didn't ask her if it was short for anything.
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Why do I feel so worn out?
I had one of those almost-cry-for-no-good-reason moments last night. I'm not even premenstrual or anything, I'm almost all caught up at work; I'm not sure what my deal is. Maybe a hard yoga session for the first time in a month is bringing things out. Maybe decompression is catching up. Maybe all derby and no music *is* stressing me out that much.
And I do still miss the way life with my friends used to be, though I tend to try not to think about it if I can help it because looking back just makes me sad.
Yeah. I have to make some music. Goddamnit.
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S4 and I will have lunch together today. That will be nice. I'd like us to take a weekend trip somewhere sometime. That would be nice, too.
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Why do I feel so worn out?
I had one of those almost-cry-for-no-good-reason moments last night. I'm not even premenstrual or anything, I'm almost all caught up at work; I'm not sure what my deal is. Maybe a hard yoga session for the first time in a month is bringing things out. Maybe decompression is catching up. Maybe all derby and no music *is* stressing me out that much.
And I do still miss the way life with my friends used to be, though I tend to try not to think about it if I can help it because looking back just makes me sad.
Yeah. I have to make some music. Goddamnit.
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S4 and I will have lunch together today. That will be nice. I'd like us to take a weekend trip somewhere sometime. That would be nice, too.
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Date: 2005-09-27 03:06 pm (UTC)i miss you. A misses you. we think that you and s4 and A and I should try to get together for some coffee or dinner or something. I don't know what your schedules are like, but for us, anytime after nine is always good (cuz A's in school now, he's almost always busy til nine) I don't know what S4 has for a work schedule right now, or how early you have to get up, but we would be willing to go to the mall where s4 works to grab a bite if that's easier for you guys, too. Weds? Nine thiry-ish? Anything? I hope that you are feeling better. It sounds like working opposite schedules from s4 could be part of the emotional deal, too (I get that way muyself--it's no fun when you live with your favorite person of all time but really never see them...)
Ah well. love to you. josie says hi, too.
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Date: 2005-09-28 04:15 am (UTC)fohne nummir
Date: 2005-09-30 03:19 pm (UTC)five Two tWo
Nine six fiVe Zero
let's get together-- Aaron can do some reiki on yer neck, it may help get the energy flowin' again....