I think a zen state feels different than just not caring, but they're disturbingly similar
I'm really tired.
But, a few things have made me feel better. They are:
Tofu with Rice,
a hot shower,
and a $30 footswitch.
I'm not really sure how I thought I could get along without that last thing.
I've decided to quit worrying so much about the set, sink into my zurround roots, have my own little sensor re:engine and know that everything will be fine.
I threw out most of my planned set, but I think I've thrown away the jolly rancher along with it.
(Only my velouria can truly understand quite what that means.)
I hope I'm right.
But, a few things have made me feel better. They are:
Tofu with Rice,
a hot shower,
and a $30 footswitch.
I'm not really sure how I thought I could get along without that last thing.
I've decided to quit worrying so much about the set, sink into my zurround roots, have my own little sensor re:engine and know that everything will be fine.
I threw out most of my planned set, but I think I've thrown away the jolly rancher along with it.
(Only my velouria can truly understand quite what that means.)
I hope I'm right.
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Soon. Promise. For real.
I go on at 11.
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